Rants 2

Hi
So if you read my last Rant you will know who Im talking about
I will now continue to rant about him some more

Okay so Let's just say his name is "Heart Breaker" or "HB" for short. So HB here came to thailand to Hangout with his best friend BUT when I asked him they wouldnt let him pass but for some UNKNOWN reason he can come back now?!?!?!?!?! THAT LYING BASTARD (Sorry for my language) So we called him Fern (My best friend) talked to him first followed by her twin sister Palm then Me then Fern again. He Lied AGAIN! by saying Ok I'll visit the school but He didnt! He could've said goodbye but he didnt. He could've said Sorry but he didnt. We could've talked for the last time.......... but he didn't come. He's not going to come back either. You might be wondering 'Are you Angry or Sad?" The answer is I don't know! I seriously don't! You other Question might be "Is he like your Boyfriend or Something" No, He's not. It's one sided but he knows.And your last question is Probably "If he's not your BF then what's the big deal?" and then I came to a Realisation

Realisation
Why should he say sorry? Nothing ever started between us anyway. He never liked me! He's probably with some hot Korean girl right now! He sucks! I should stop crying. but WHY? Why do I have to like him this much! Why did he have to make me think he likes me too! Why did he give me all those presents! Why must he be so nice to me! Why must he go away! Why can I never get pass the friend zone?!?!?! It hurts but Just can't Forget him. I must sound like a Drama Queen right now but I just can't. I hate him! I hate Myself more! I just can't. GOD DAMNIT!

Sorry for these post to be about The person I Like
I assure you the Next post wont be about him! ^O^
Bye~

-Jenny